[looks back over and... stares, with a soft "oh", eyes widening a little and moving over his body before he remembers himself and presses his hand between Shinji's legs, just brushing against his thighs and nudging him gently to spread them]
Sh-Shinji-- you're beautiful. A-ah, are you ready...?
[...leans in and kisses him gently, brief, and then pulls back just a little to watch his expression as he smooths a finger against his entrance and starts to press in, slow and careful]
[g-gazing down at him, breath coming a little fast as he moves his finger inside him, thrusting slowly, but teases a second against him after a few moments as asked]
[kisses him spontaneously, still just teasing at his entrance for a few more moments to let Shinji adjust to the feeling of one finger inside of him before finally starting to press the other in as well, s l o w even as he flushes darkly himself and pants against Shinji's mouth]
Shinji-- Shinji, you feel good, you look amazing, I love you...
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[Take. Me.]
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I-I sort of have to look at what I'm doing, Shinji--
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[flopping back against the bed, putting his arms over his head like Ruka had earlier]
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Sh-Shinji-- you're beautiful. A-ah, are you ready...?
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M . . . more.
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You have to-- take your time, a little...
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Shinji-- Shinji, you feel good, you look amazing, I love you...
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[obediently pushes deeper, but still slowly, watching his expression closely, both anxious and fascinated]
It's-- okay? I know it's-- weird, at the beginning, but tell me to stop if it hurts--
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[mouth opening a little with a soft moan]
No—feels good . . .?
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[a little less tentative, stroking inside him less slowly, pressing a kiss to his temple as his hand works]
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Mmhh . . . feels . . . good.
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[just kisses him, open-mouthed and panting, thrusting his fingers into him more quickly, steady and deep]
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[voice cracking, legs spreading further]
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[still working to stretch him out, fingers spreading a little inside of him, watching his face adoringly]
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[half-closes his eyes, mouth curving in a grin]
Did you think about this?
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Nnh-- what? Yes, I wanted...
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Mhh, what . . .?
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[...presses a third finger up against him, testing lightly, not pushing in quite yet]
I wanted... this-- t-to feel you around me, a-and see you feel good... I've thought about it a lot...
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. . . you really have?
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...Yeah. I wanted-- you to bring it up first, but-- we're both kind of shy, huh... But I wanted it.
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[draping his arms around Ruka's neck, shivering]
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