[ic] thread continuations

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Ah? Yeah. I mean-- I mean, I... like it. Even though it's embarrassing. Or, because it's embarrassing--? A-anyway, it was fine.

[oedipuswreck]

You liked . . . it being embarrassing?

[supersensitive]

...A little-- it's probably weird, I don't know. But-- when it's something like that, even if I'm thinking "I definitely can't do that, it's too embarrassing," it's exciting at the same time? Being... asked to say what I want is like that, a lot. S-so I like both sides of it.

[oedipuswreck]

You . . . like to do what I ask for.

[supersensitive]

Yeah. I like hearing what you want...

[oedipuswreck]

Is it just that?

[supersensitive]

...No. I like doing it for you too, obviously... Knowing it's-- just what you want. That it'll make you hot. Knowing you wanted it enough to say it, or let me hear it on purpose... Being there for you to use like you want.

[with a smile, lips brushing Shinji's neck, tucking his face away there a little shyly]

[oedipuswreck]

[he shivers as he listens to that—then gives a little jerk at the word "use," breath hitching as he tightens his arms around Ruka tighter]

[supersensitive]

No?

[holds him tighter, then]

[oedipuswreck]

. . . yes.

[supersensitive]

Mm...

[kisses him]

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . smiles against his mouth]

Mmhh . . . touch yourself . . .?

[supersensitive]

[flushes pink, breath hitching a little, but smiles shyly and shifts to move a hand down to rub himself, still pressed as close as he can manage]

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . makes a soft noise, leaning in to kiss him deeply, lovingly]

[supersensitive]

Nnh...

[sighs against his mouth with a shivery breath, kissing him back eagerly with soft little sounds as he wraps his hand around himself]

[oedipuswreck]

[makes a flustered noise, grinning and flushed but trying to keep kissing]

[supersensitive]

Ah... Shinji.

[watches him with bright, half-lidded eyes, face flushed and lips parted against Shinji's-- just letting Shinji kiss him as he takes shaky, slightly loud breaths, not bothering to hold back any noise as his hand moves over his cock]

[oedipuswreck]

O-oh god—

[turning his head to bury his face against Ruka's shoulder, shuddering, just listening, breathing in deeply against him]

[supersensitive]

[moans shamelessly, shivering and panting a bit as he speaks, swallowing hard]

Nnh-- I've thought about... you doing this too-- while you thought about me...

[oedipuswreck]

[lets out a full-body shiver, breath catching on an echoing moan]

I—I have . . .

[supersensitive]

[squirms a little on the bed, restless, his hand moving over himself faster as he brings the other one up to smooth over his own stomach and chest, groaning between words and phrases]

Yeah. Trying... t-to sleep and thinking about me instead... sucking you off, touching your body, being inside of you...

[oedipuswreck]

[drawing back a little, staring down at Ruka, flushed and wide-eyed and open-mouthed]

[because yyyyyes this is exactly what he wanted]

[supersensitive]

Th-thinking-- about me looking like this, f-for you-- ah--

[tugs at and rolls a nipple between his fingers as he arches into his own hands, spreading his legs a little wider and keeping his eyes trained on Shinji's face, breathing harshly as his hand works on his cock]

[oedipuswreck]

[hoarsely, licking his lips and bracing himself on one arm, gazing back at him]

I did—I wanted to see you like this—o-oh, Ruka—

[supersensitive]

Hard-- a-and loud, and-- d-desperate for you, Shinji--

[all of those things are definitely true; his voice rising almost into a whine on Shinji's name, moaning, and sliding his hand back down his body, palm smoothing over his abs as he rocks into his other hand, close]