[just mouths the words when he can't get them out, "I love you", moving inside him slowly but steadily picking up into a faster pace as both of their bodies adjust, groaning and watching him with half-lidded eyes, unable to look away]
[bends his knees a little higher, gasping Ruka's name and forcing his eyes to stay open, utterly responsive to each movement Ruka makes, every time he thrusts into him]
[keeps rocking into him, not overly fast but deep, reaching to take one of Shinji's hands and curl their fingers tightly together and kissing him, messy and panting and breathing his name]
[gasps, taking a moment before he even... notices the question, much less can respond to it, swallowing hard and taking deep breaths around his groans so he can answer]
U-um... if I keep-- s-staring at you while you look like that, yeah--
[doesn't see because he's NOT LOOKING!, eyes closed, but leans into that with a moan-- bracing his upper half heavily on one arm and blindly sliding his now-free hand down Shinji's body to wrap around his cock as he thrusts into him, harder]
[surprised, eyes opening wide to watch him, and just-- completely overwhelmed by the sight of him, hips jerking forward to rock into him a little roughly, erratic, as he strokes Shinji through it]
[watches him helplessly, any ability to hold out totally gone-- braces his come-slick hand on the bed once Shinji's finished and rocks into him just a few more times, hard and deep, before he starts to come with a breathless groan]
[shivering hard as he finishes up, panting and bracing himself over Shinji even after he pulls out, gazing as him with his face flushed and eyes half-open]
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[You love me . . .]
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Mmhhh—
[he's overcome, pupils completely blown, movements very slow and deliberate]
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[shifts his angle a little and curls further over him, experimenting, squeezing his hand tightly and pressing kisses to his flushed cheeks]
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[dazed, almost dreamy, blinking up at Ruka and moving underneath him with another soft moan]
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[just. moans, closing his eyes and thrusting into him a little faster, curled over him and gasping his name]
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A-are you . . . nnh . . .
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U-um... if I keep-- s-staring at you while you look like that, yeah--
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[surprised, eyes opening wide to watch him, and just-- completely overwhelmed by the sight of him, hips jerking forward to rock into him a little roughly, erratic, as he strokes Shinji through it]
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Mnhh—hnnhh . . . hhhaah, oh—ah—
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[shivering hard as he finishes up, panting and bracing himself over Shinji even after he pulls out, gazing as him with his face flushed and eyes half-open]
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[still breathless, eyes widening, nudging into that touch]
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Don't . . . look at me like that . . .
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I want to.
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You okay...?
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