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...So it's special to me. But obviously you have the right to keep things to yourself too, you know? Even if it's minor stuff, it's fine to want it to yourself.

[oedipuswreck]

. . . I—I love you.

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I love you too.

[I'm sorry, we're cuddling again]

[oedipuswreck]

[♥ ♥ ♥]

[squirming his arms and legs around to tangle with Ruka's, pressing close]

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[brushes a kiss to his cheek with a pleased murmur, tangling up with him]

...Sorry for misunderstanding earlier. I thought you were talking about wanting a specific sex thing, not a-- behavior thing.

[and ruins it]

[oedipuswreck]

No, I want every sex thing.

[supersensitive]

You can say that so bluntly, but you got so shy just trying to say I shouldn't hold back...

[grinning, though, holding him close]

[oedipuswreck]

Well, I still can't really—

[HUFFS RUKA'S HAIR]

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[♥ cuddles ♥]

Talking about that kind of thing is a little tough, huh? We don't actually have a whole lot of sexy words for sex things. Or we do sometimes, but they're embarrassing to use. You made me say what I wanted earlier, though.

[oedipuswreck]

A-ah, was that okay?

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Ah? Yeah. I mean-- I mean, I... like it. Even though it's embarrassing. Or, because it's embarrassing--? A-anyway, it was fine.

[oedipuswreck]

You liked . . . it being embarrassing?

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...A little-- it's probably weird, I don't know. But-- when it's something like that, even if I'm thinking "I definitely can't do that, it's too embarrassing," it's exciting at the same time? Being... asked to say what I want is like that, a lot. S-so I like both sides of it.

[oedipuswreck]

You . . . like to do what I ask for.

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Yeah. I like hearing what you want...

[oedipuswreck]

Is it just that?

[supersensitive]

...No. I like doing it for you too, obviously... Knowing it's-- just what you want. That it'll make you hot. Knowing you wanted it enough to say it, or let me hear it on purpose... Being there for you to use like you want.

[with a smile, lips brushing Shinji's neck, tucking his face away there a little shyly]

[oedipuswreck]

[he shivers as he listens to that—then gives a little jerk at the word "use," breath hitching as he tightens his arms around Ruka tighter]

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No?

[holds him tighter, then]

[oedipuswreck]

. . . yes.

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Mm...

[kisses him]

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . smiles against his mouth]

Mmhh . . . touch yourself . . .?

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[flushes pink, breath hitching a little, but smiles shyly and shifts to move a hand down to rub himself, still pressed as close as he can manage]

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . makes a soft noise, leaning in to kiss him deeply, lovingly]

[supersensitive]

Nnh...

[sighs against his mouth with a shivery breath, kissing him back eagerly with soft little sounds as he wraps his hand around himself]