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...Is there-- anything I can do...? To make things... easier.

[oedipuswreck]

N-no, you're perfect, you're unbelievable . . .

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...I want you-- to believe you deserve this...

[tightening his arms around him]

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . wraps his arms tightly around him in return, burying his face in Ruka's hair]

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[just leans into that, close and comforting]

I love you.

[oedipuswreck]

I . . . love you . . . I love you . . . love you . . .

[caught in a loop of repeating that almost deliriously]

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[kisses him lightly, whatever he can reach-- his shoulder, his neck, his chest...]

[oedipuswreck]

[starts to laugh breathlessly]

Um, I . . . ah. Liked that.

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Yeah? I'm glad. Me too.

[oedipuswreck]

Yeah . . .

[a little dazed]

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It's kind of intense, huh?

[nuzzling... him contently...]

[oedipuswreck]

We . . . are a little intense.

[supersensitive]

...Well, yeah. Is that okay?

[oedipuswreck]

Is it?

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Well-- to me, of course... But-- I mean-- if something... makes you uncomfortable, or it's too much, or-- whatever-- even if it feels good, we can-- wait? I... don't want you to have to feel... upset.

[oedipuswreck]

It's . . . incredible?

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...It is.

[oedipuswreck]

T-then if it makes you happy, then it's . . . fine.

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Does it make you happy?

[oedipuswreck]

. . . yes. I also feel—

[he considers . . .]

. . . I don't know how to put it. A little . . . weird.

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Can you try...? A little bit... I mean-- not that it's-- not okay to feel a little weird about things, because-- it's a big deal, right? But-- I just... want to make sure that we're... that it's a good idea, for us. Do you know what I mean--?

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . reaches down to pull a comforter up over both of them, cuddling close]

Ah, you know, I'm just . . . not . . . really alright . . . in the head.

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[cuddling, close and attentive]

...There's-- a lot that's happened to you... that makes things confusing, right?

[oedipuswreck]

I don't know if I'm . . . confused. I'm pretty clear about what I want.

Just . . . sometimes it's like. "Uh, Shinji . . ."

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Yeah...?