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[a little red ///]

Yeah. Um-- do you want me to touch myself for you...?

[oedipuswreck]

I-I didn't mean that part b-but yes that too yes—

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What did you mean, then? I mean-- other than the, ah-- sort of, making a show of things, part...

[STILL RED but very determinedly not getting terribly flustered, trying to keep Shinji's anxiety down]

[oedipuswreck]

[just. red. and nodding.]

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I like doing that for you; it's fine. Just that?

[cuddling soooo muchhhh]

[oedipuswreck]

Ruka!

[I'M GOING TO DIE OF CUDDLING]

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[slkdfj LAUGHS]

What?!

[oedipuswreck]

I can't take any more!

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Of what?!

[just like, cracking up]

[oedipuswreck]

An amazing awful aggressively affectionate boyfriend!?

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Should I roll off the bed.

[teasing, but smiling genuinely warm, pleased]

[oedipuswreck]

No!!

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Then...?

[oedipuswreck]

Nothing! J-just—don't . . . don't hold back? I guess. Is what I've been trying to say.

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...Okay. I'll-- try not to-- I just don't want to rush you into anything, you know? And-- I can't hear you all the time now, to know what's okay. But I'll try to-- to trust that... you'll let me know if something's too much.

[oedipuswreck]

. . .

[holds his wrists out to Ruka]

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[...reaches to toy with his bracelet, expression questioning]

[oedipuswreck]

I don't . . . really need it anymore?

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It's... fine if you want it on, though.

[oedipuswreck]

I'm not sure. I like you being able to hear me . . . because you love me anyway.

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...I do. Really, it's probably more "because of it" and not "anyway"...

[oedipuswreck]

[blinks at him]

What?

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If you say "you love me anyway," it makes it sound like I love you in spite of being able to hear you, instead of because I could...? It's not like... we would have gotten to know each other as well, if I hadn't-- been able to hear you. The real you.

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . shivers, cheeks going pink, and bites his lower lip]

Ah . .

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...So it's special to me. But obviously you have the right to keep things to yourself too, you know? Even if it's minor stuff, it's fine to want it to yourself.