[moans just at the sight of him, the feeling of him around his fingers, and presses his face to Shinji's neck as he arches back, kissing there and mumbling]
[shudders, turning his head a little to press his lips to Ruka's hair, breathing hard, shifting underneath him with a slow press of his hips—his voice is hoarse, but almost teasing]
[kisses back just as hard, distracted and a little messy as he gropes around for the lotion bottle again, squeezing more onto his hand (and probably Shinji's sheets, whoops) and reaching between them to slick his cock]
[lines them up and presses up against him with a relieved moan, pushing in slowly and shivering with the effort, taking groaning, gasping breaths against Shinji's mouth]
[thrusts in slowly, leaning his forehead to Shinji's and just... gazing into his eyes as he savors that feeling, breath hitching and shuddering out of him in gasps and moans]
[just mouths the words when he can't get them out, "I love you", moving inside him slowly but steadily picking up into a faster pace as both of their bodies adjust, groaning and watching him with half-lidded eyes, unable to look away]
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Nnh-- what? Yes, I wanted...
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Mhh, what . . .?
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[...presses a third finger up against him, testing lightly, not pushing in quite yet]
I wanted... this-- t-to feel you around me, a-and see you feel good... I've thought about it a lot...
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. . . you really have?
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...Yeah. I wanted-- you to bring it up first, but-- we're both kind of shy, huh... But I wanted it.
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[draping his arms around Ruka's neck, shivering]
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[PAUSES]
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[but starts up again, still slow and careful, not pressing as deep with he strokes his fingers inside him]
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[he's starting to make more noise, now, little groans and gasps and caught breaths]
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You...? Okay?
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[grabbing onto the pillow above his head again, arching]
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Sh-Shinji... A-are you ready--?
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. . . a-are you?
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Yeah-- if you are-- Shinji...
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[kisses back just as hard, distracted and a little messy as he gropes around for the lotion bottle again, squeezing more onto his hand (and probably Shinji's sheets, whoops) and reaching between them to slick his cock]
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[kissing incredibly messy, open-mouthed]
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[lines them up and presses up against him with a relieved moan, pushing in slowly and shivering with the effort, taking groaning, gasping breaths against Shinji's mouth]
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[gasps the words out, almost totally breathless, and pausing without pushing in too far, waiting for a go-ahead to continue.]
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Please—
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[thrusts in slowly, leaning his forehead to Shinji's and just... gazing into his eyes as he savors that feeling, breath hitching and shuddering out of him in gasps and moans]
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[You love me . . .]
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