[moans just at the sight of him, the feeling of him around his fingers, and presses his face to Shinji's neck as he arches back, kissing there and mumbling]
[shudders, turning his head a little to press his lips to Ruka's hair, breathing hard, shifting underneath him with a slow press of his hips—his voice is hoarse, but almost teasing]
[kisses back just as hard, distracted and a little messy as he gropes around for the lotion bottle again, squeezing more onto his hand (and probably Shinji's sheets, whoops) and reaching between them to slick his cock]
[lines them up and presses up against him with a relieved moan, pushing in slowly and shivering with the effort, taking groaning, gasping breaths against Shinji's mouth]
[thrusts in slowly, leaning his forehead to Shinji's and just... gazing into his eyes as he savors that feeling, breath hitching and shuddering out of him in gasps and moans]
[just mouths the words when he can't get them out, "I love you", moving inside him slowly but steadily picking up into a faster pace as both of their bodies adjust, groaning and watching him with half-lidded eyes, unable to look away]
[bends his knees a little higher, gasping Ruka's name and forcing his eyes to stay open, utterly responsive to each movement Ruka makes, every time he thrusts into him]
[keeps rocking into him, not overly fast but deep, reaching to take one of Shinji's hands and curl their fingers tightly together and kissing him, messy and panting and breathing his name]
[gasps, taking a moment before he even... notices the question, much less can respond to it, swallowing hard and taking deep breaths around his groans so he can answer]
U-um... if I keep-- s-staring at you while you look like that, yeah--
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[he's starting to make more noise, now, little groans and gasps and caught breaths]
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You...? Okay?
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[grabbing onto the pillow above his head again, arching]
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Sh-Shinji... A-are you ready--?
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. . . a-are you?
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Yeah-- if you are-- Shinji...
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[kisses back just as hard, distracted and a little messy as he gropes around for the lotion bottle again, squeezing more onto his hand (and probably Shinji's sheets, whoops) and reaching between them to slick his cock]
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[kissing incredibly messy, open-mouthed]
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[lines them up and presses up against him with a relieved moan, pushing in slowly and shivering with the effort, taking groaning, gasping breaths against Shinji's mouth]
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[gasps the words out, almost totally breathless, and pausing without pushing in too far, waiting for a go-ahead to continue.]
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Please—
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[thrusts in slowly, leaning his forehead to Shinji's and just... gazing into his eyes as he savors that feeling, breath hitching and shuddering out of him in gasps and moans]
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[You love me . . .]
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Mmhhh—
[he's overcome, pupils completely blown, movements very slow and deliberate]
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[shifts his angle a little and curls further over him, experimenting, squeezing his hand tightly and pressing kisses to his flushed cheeks]
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[dazed, almost dreamy, blinking up at Ruka and moving underneath him with another soft moan]
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[just. moans, closing his eyes and thrusting into him a little faster, curled over him and gasping his name]
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A-are you . . . nnh . . .
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U-um... if I keep-- s-staring at you while you look like that, yeah--
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