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Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[g-goes there, flushed]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[tugs onto the bed and flops over with and okay we're cuddling now]

...I love you... I love you, I love you.

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[curls up into Ruka's arms, trembling a little and clinging to him tightly]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[kisses the top of his head, holding him]

...Why... does it make you... upset? When I tell you that kind of thing...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

N-no, I'm—I want to hear it . . . more than anything . . .

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...You know... I think that about-- every part of you, right? I really do... think you're incredible. An incredible person. Not just, um-- that you give incredibly enthusiastic blowjobs...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

I—y-yes, that's . . . not something I thought??

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

O-okay! I just-- you thought... "if you keep saying that then I'll keep doing this" and-- I was making sure... I said it enough to you outside of this too... I love you. I love you... so much, so...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Ruka.

[curling his fingers against Ruka's chest, staring up at him]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I know! I know, but-- I love you-- I want to make you happy, so, I can't help worrying...

[s-stares]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[puts two fingers over Ruka's lips]

Shhh.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[...nibbles his fingers lightly]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[wrinkles his nose]

I—love you. You make me really happy. I know you love me. It's . . . hard to wrap my mind around there really being things about me that other people admire, but . . . I do know there . . . seem to be.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...Good. I... want you to know that. To be able to accept my feelings...

[kisses his fingers instead]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[l-letting him do that, fine]

They're—they're really warm. Bright. I—I mean—

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[squeezes him, AGGRESSIVE CUDDLES while teasing gently]

Bright, huh? Do they sparkle? Are they cute? I hope they're cute.

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[sputters, silently just cuddling back]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[laughs a little, and then shifts ~close~, hands smoothing over Shinji's skin]

What else would you like to see...? From my feelings.

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

I don't—[. . . shivers] I don't know. I . . . already have no idea what to do with this much. If it seems like I'm upset, I just—it's overwhelming.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...I know. I knew that wasn't... the right word, but-- when you go from enjoying yourself to shaking, it worries me a little, you know? Even though-- it's fair, and I don't want you to pretend anything for my sake, and I know... you're happy. I just... want to do things... the way that makes you feel best, and most loved, and most comfortable...

[fingers stroking over his back, light and soothing]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[even . . . that . . . sets him off a little, breath fast, movements a little stilted]

I'm—that's the thing . . . I'm not used to . . . those feelings, so . . .

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[brings a hand up to tip Shinji's face up toward him, leaning in to press light, gentle kisses all over his face-- not on the lips, but from his temple to his forehead, the ridge between his eyebrows, just under his eye, his cheek...]

I know. You're still getting used to it... I want to help. So you know you're loved...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[trembling, breathless at that attention]

I—I love you, I feel loved—

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I love you.

[shifts so he's leaning over him, and leans in to kiss him properly, warm and slow]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[makes an aborted noise of protest]

[No, my mouth is . . .]