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Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[j-just starts to laugh as well, pressing his face into Ruka's hair]

You're—oh my god. You're actually a disaster.

[SOUNDS SO FOND]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I knowwwww. I'm sorry.

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Ruka . . . I love you. And everything is amazing. I just . . . I want to be able to touch you and kiss you and be close to you and see you look at me like I've really made you feel good—everything else is . . .

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...I love you too. Shinji...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

We also—can't both be neurotic all the time, we'd never get anything done.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I think we're doing good taking turns.

[but smiles, a little apologetic, leaning to kiss at the corner of Shinji's mouth]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . turning to bump his nose against Ruka's cheek]

You don't have to—work to try to be perfect or anything like that.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I want to be perfect. For you. But, um-- I know that's... stupid. And I feel like every time with you is perfect regardless of what you do, so I shouldn't get all worked up about myself...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[flushes, swallowing hard]

S-seriously, Ruka, I just mean—you're already completely . . . I'm barely holding myself together with how great this is? I'm . . . h-having to stop for stupid discussions about where mouths should go might actually help?

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[l-laughs]

Yeah? See, I was secretly doing you a favor, obviously...

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

I'll—try not to be too shy to suggest things, so it's not just . . . a-all up to you.

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...Okay.

[kisses him lightly, brief]

Thank you. For that, and, um, for not kicking me out of bed for ruining the mood.

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[catching his lower lip, lightly]

Mmh—the mood hasn't . . . really been ruined . . .

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

Hmm, no?

[slips a leg between Shinji's, pressing against him, and kisses him again]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . shifts forward, grinding against Ruka's leg, deepening the kiss immediately and making a demanding noise]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[oh-- grinds down against him, kissing him intently and running a hand down his side with a soft moan]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Ruka—yes . . . Ruka . . .

[in between kissing, messy and needy]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

Mmm-- hey, let me...

[you know what we never actually got your pants off so let's fix that, drawing back just enough that he can undo Shinji's pants and start to work them and his underwear down his hips, kissing at his neck messily from the lower angle]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Mnhh, yes, whatever you want—

[tilting his head back willingly, arching his hips to make that easier]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

[finally has to draw back a bit more to pull them all the way off and then just-- pauses, eyes moving over him, face flushed ///]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[lets out a soft, low moan, his own cheeks heating up]

[Ruka likes looking at me—]

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

...I do. Is it okay?

[reaches to pull one of Shinji's legs up a bit, hands smoothing over it, and leans to press a kiss next to his knee, along the inside of his leg]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

It's just—oh. C-confusing . . . nnnhh . . .

Re: Day 402, evening

[supersensitive]

I really... do think you're beautiful.

[mumbles and mouths along his leg, further up his thigh, sucking and nibbling gently]

Re: Day 402, evening

[oedipuswreck]

K-Kaworu's beautiful, I'm not—

[that turns into a breathless whimper]