[pawn reunion]

[supersensitive]

[it's day 2 in Idys's dimension. wake up, pawns]

Comments

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I don't think it's going to kill us if we don't do it.

[still. hm. I don't want to do any of these things. feels kind of like you have to be a normal person to engage with social bingo,]

[telepathetically]

It better not.

[he doesn't want to die for bingo. his list of murder attempts already sucks don't add BINGO to it.]

...could we just do this with each other? Like, you already KNOW all my secrets.

[supersensitive]

[just constant gentle surprise that Yuki wants anything to do with him]

I think if I already know it it doesn't count.

[some of them would be okay though]

[telepathetically]

Do you want to pick?

[supersensitive]

No, I mean-- you can pick.

[telepathetically]

Umm...

Talk about someone you like?

[that's probably easy that's just kazuki]

[supersensitive]

That's-- that's just Kazuki. You know Kazuki.

[he's--]

[and then just like an explosion of emotions. cannot verbalize kazuki feelings]

[telepathetically]

OKAY NEXT SQUARE

[supersensitive]

T-tell me something you like about yourself.

[telepathetically]

[nothing]

Uh... I'm not as good as Kazuki or Saiguuji-san, but I'm good at video games.

[supersensitive]

[two immediate thoughts:]

[that's not the only good thing about you] & [saiguuji-san plays video games?]

[telepathetically]

Saiguuji-san introduced himself to Kazuki by beating ALL of his high scores.

[supersensitive]

[immediate kneejerk reaction of drama queen followed just as immediately by a shock of horror because I can't think that I got him killed]

Sorry, sorry--

[I'm awful, I'm sorry]

[telepathetically]

That's not even a mean insult... and he IS a drama queen. Kazuki is too.

[beating his scores WORKED]

[supersensitive]

He's a good person! And he-- [he died for Kazuki] --he doesn't deserve me being, being an asshole for no reason. You don't have to... [be nice to me]

[telepathetically]

You died for Kazuki too.

[supersensitive]

[??? incomprehension??? I deserved it though]

That's different.

[telepathetically]

It is not and you DID NOT.

[supersensitive]

It's different! Lay off!

[I can't yell at SHIRAKAWA]

--Sorry!

[telepathetically]

[DON'T BE SORRY WHEN I'M YELLING AT YOU]

You took a hit for Kazuki and you got killed because Haruki thought you were ME! If it's different, it's because you deserved it EVEN LESS!

[supersensitive]

That doesn't make sense! Saiguuji-san only got killed because he got in the middle of-- mine and Kusakabe-san's-- murder plot-- he didn't even do anything wrong, you didn't even do anything wrong, I'm the only one who deserved any of it--

[telepathetically]

[who's kusakabe fuck whoever that is]

NONE of us would have gotten killed if it wasn't for di[e]ce in the first place! There's no karmic "I deserved it, he deserved it!" None of this should have happened and NOBODY is doing ANYTHING that makes sense! The only person I WANTED to kill was that Rook and now HE'S fighting Saiguuji-san, whose revenge is that, what does anybody get out of that!? NOBODY thought you should die!

[supersensitive]

I'm not talking about revenge! You and Kazuki are too stupid to hold anything against me! It's just-- I'm just-- [a bad person] --I'm not like the rest of you! And-- whatever! It doesn't matter! I just... I shouldn't... be that way.

[telepathetically]

If it doesn't matter THEN INSULT PEOPLE, IT'S FINE.

[supersensitive]

Why do you have a problem with me wanting to be less of an asshole?!