supersensitive | [pawn reunion]

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altar,
ic

[pawn reunion]

[it's day 2 in Idys's dimension. wake up, pawns]

It's different! Lay off!

[I can't yell at SHIRAKAWA]

--Sorry!

[DON'T BE SORRY WHEN I'M YELLING AT YOU]

You took a hit for Kazuki and you got killed because Haruki thought you were ME! If it's different, it's because you deserved it EVEN LESS!

That doesn't make sense! Saiguuji-san only got killed because he got in the middle of-- mine and Kusakabe-san's-- murder plot-- he didn't even do anything wrong, you didn't even do anything wrong, I'm the only one who deserved any of it--

[who's kusakabe fuck whoever that is]

NONE of us would have gotten killed if it wasn't for di[e]ce in the first place! There's no karmic "I deserved it, he deserved it!" None of this should have happened and NOBODY is doing ANYTHING that makes sense! The only person I WANTED to kill was that Rook and now HE'S fighting Saiguuji-san, whose revenge is that, what does anybody get out of that!? NOBODY thought you should die!

I'm not talking about revenge! You and Kazuki are too stupid to hold anything against me! It's just-- I'm just-- [a bad person] --I'm not like the rest of you! And-- whatever! It doesn't matter! I just... I shouldn't... be that way.

If it doesn't matter THEN INSULT PEOPLE, IT'S FINE.

Why do you have a problem with me wanting to be less of an asshole?!

Because you're being weird about it!

[?!?!?!?!]

Obviously? I'm-- trying to--

[I'm changing everything I can't be the person I was anymore I don't know how else to be but Kazuki changed me and I can't go back but I don't, I never, I didn't have enough time I barely had any time at all and then I died--]

[whoops, crying]

I'm don't— I'm saying you don't need to change EVERYTHING—

[oh whoops he doesn't know what to do with crying

BLANK PANIC]

[ruka has never had a panic attack and thus does not recognize it, but yuki probably has]

[I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I don't know what to do]