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Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[c-calms down a little]

Yes . . . I did.

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

I'm glad.

[remember how Ruka is really cuddly and bubbly after sex]

[yeah]

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[Shinji is clingy and kind of neurotic . . .]

I . . . I've really wanted . . .

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

[holds him ♥♥♥]

Hmm...?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

. . .

[abruptly starts to laugh]

[After you bit me the other day, I spent about two hours in the shower.]

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

[lskdfjkl L-LAUGHS]

A-ah, really?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

It was cold at first. Then I gave up.

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

It's probably bad that hearing that makes me happy, huh.

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Mm, no, I thought you'd like it.

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

I'd have been a little disappointed, otherwise. What with the, ah.

Dripping.

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[. . . cracks up, burying his face in Ruka's chest]

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

[shaking a little with quiet laughter himself, squeezing his arms around Shinji a bit in a hug]

I love you.

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[this . . . may be turning into tears a little]

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

[...folds over him a bit to kiss the top of his head]

Shinji...?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Sorry! I'm sorry. I'm happy. I love you.

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

Don't apologize...? I love you too. What's wrong...?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

I feel like . . . I'll lose this?

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

...It's scary, huh? Having good things.

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[nods . . .]

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

...I was... pretty terrified, for a little while after I started dating Liberty... I couldn't-- shake off the feeling that it would change everything. And, well-- it did change a lot of things, maybe, but... all in good ways. You know?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

[nods again, curling closer]

I don't . . . feel like much has changed, but—

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

But the idea that it could is what's scary...?

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

I feel like I don't know how to be happy.

Re: Day 400, evening

[supersensitive]

...That's... hard, yeah.

Re: Day 400, evening

[oedipuswreck]

Like I'm just used to . . . guarding myself at all times, and getting through the day without much to look forward to—? So being . . . excited, or hopeful, or looking forward to filling a day with things I enjoy is just . . . incomprehensible. I feel like I'm faking it.