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Snow // Ruka ([personal profile] supersensitive) wrote2014-10-24 03:49 pm
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-28 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[shaking a little with quiet laughter himself, squeezing his arms around Shinji a bit in a hug]

I love you.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-28 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[this . . . may be turning into tears a little]
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-28 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[...folds over him a bit to kiss the top of his head]

Shinji...?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-28 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry! I'm sorry. I'm happy. I love you.
supersensitive: confused/curious/thoughtful (Elmo wants a chalupa?)

Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-28 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't apologize...? I love you too. What's wrong...?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like . . . I'll lose this?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
...It's scary, huh? Having good things.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[nods . . .]
supersensitive: eyes averted [smiling] (God loves his children.)

Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
...I was... pretty terrified, for a little while after I started dating Liberty... I couldn't-- shake off the feeling that it would change everything. And, well-- it did change a lot of things, maybe, but... all in good ways. You know?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[nods again, curling closer]

I don't . . . feel like much has changed, but—
supersensitive: thoughtful/neutral/casual (Only Hugh can prevent florist friars.)

Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
But the idea that it could is what's scary...?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like I don't know how to be happy.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
...That's... hard, yeah.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Like I'm just used to . . . guarding myself at all times, and getting through the day without much to look forward to—? So being . . . excited, or hopeful, or looking forward to filling a day with things I enjoy is just . . . incomprehensible. I feel like I'm faking it.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Like... playing pretend just until you have to get dragged back to what life really is.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[lets out a helpless laugh, running his fingers through Ruka's hair]

You really do understand everything.
supersensitive: eyes averted [smiling] (God loves his children.)

Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
It's not something I'd usually want to have in common with someone, but... It helps a little, right? Knowing you're not alone in feeling that way. And, also, maybe... having proof in another person that those feelings are... something you can live with and overcome...?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

Ruka, I can't believe—you look . . .
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

I've been around you almost every day for the past few months. And I didn't think we were unhappy. But . . .
supersensitive: someone's touching my faaace [surprised/confused] (It's not a toy. It's a human head.)

Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm happy.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Because we could do this?
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
...Not... this, specifically. Just-- being with you. Being able to... look at you, and think "I love you," and actually say it... Or "I want to kiss you," and actually do it. I-- spent a lot of time before, just looking at you and... not-- being able to say what I was thinking, when I could hear... everything you felt and wanted...
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] oedipuswreck 2014-10-29 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
. . . I can see it, now.
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Re: Day 400, evening

[personal profile] supersensitive 2014-10-29 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
...I want to kiss you.

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